They say that prayer is talking to God, and meditation is listening to God. I haven't been listening for a long while and God is poking me in the ribs.
No, nothing drastic happened. Yes, I'm okay, as okay as one can be. But I've had this uneasiness for a while now. And I'm trying to figure it out. On the surface, everything is going incredibly well. My new mermaid tails are selling. My artwork is getting noticed. I have so many dear friends who are here by my side and I love them dearly.
But something feels askew, and I don't know what it is. All I know is that I need the peace and quiet to listen.
So I'm going to be a hermit for a while. I don't know for how long. I'll still be logging in once in a while, although I'll just be lurking. But I promise I'll be back when I feel like myself again.
And I'll keep blogging when I feel the urge to write. It's not like I'm taking a vow of silence; I'll just be talking a lot less.
*hugs*
A recollection of Opal Lei's life in Second Life® (www.secondlife.com).
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A Simple Question Opal
ReplyDeleteWhat is your muse in SL?
Mine is music. Without it, there would be no SL for me.
Hope you find your constant muse in this place *smile*
I know you know whats wrong
ReplyDeleteBecause
I know you are smart enough
So tell me
Nothing but honesty
Because
That is what you are
Name your time and place
As long as its 5-7SLT - my (cub scout + parent teacher night + blah blah blah) commitments.
*hugs you*
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